Chapters

Looking back on my footsteps on the cold ground, feeling like fleeing

 They say the path I took should be my fate, but I wanna take my lazy steps on my own
 Day by day, second by second, I set the course anew

 Walking through the frames of my life, looking for the moments I'll remember with a smile
 Tripping over lies and hate, envy and vanity
 I wish I could change the order of proceedings, no chance at all

 I build a time machine, I will reverse my mistakes, pain fade away!

 All these sources of noise are whispering and screaming, tempting and frightening
 in the middle of my head, beyond my heart
 They try to change my mind into something bad, fighting against them for years
 But in the end I still decide on my own, fearing the mistakes,
 fearing the responsibility to myself and to my beloved, to my beloved

 These photos can't overlook the flashlights, they are surrounding me, observing all my movements
 But finally it's me who's crying for my perfect sincerity, crying for my salvation, crying for the respect against for myself
 So where is the golden means of all decisions? Don't even know if there is a right way I could choose

 I go down on my knees, I'm yelling at the ground, in the hope of finding some new answers
 Thousands of questions, only one life for finding answers.
 One question for thousands of lives - breathing slowly - what if
 Despite this I never stopped believing in, waiting for the point I can see it clearly