It’s Who I Am

I'm in the darkness
Chasing fear
But there is only one thing
I can't get near
It's breathing down
My fragile neck
I can taste it's salty sweat
It's getting closer everytime
But I can't look back now
It's all in my mind
I see a landscape
Shaped in lights
But it's fading away now
It can't be right

Strap me down with disillusion
Tie me up in lifelines
Nothing stops my thought from breeding
Nothing's stopping my mind

All these temptations
Testing my trust

Are closing in now
To fight my lust
These horny voices
Boil in my brain
They want to show me
The force of pain

I can't decide
Which way to chose
I've got nothing to win
But a lot to loose
Maybe this life
Wasn't meant to waste
I'm just moving in circles
With nothing to taste