Punishment

I stare out of my window
And I look at my neighbors
And stay notes on being normal
How to wave and be nice
Or talk to a child 
Or offer a hand or actually smile

Maybe I'll learn how to talk to people
Maybe I'll learn how to laugh
Maybe I'll end up just like my dad
But I just don't feel like a grown up yet

I stare out of my window and I count the days
Cause my life's so fucking pointless
I could talk and be nice or light up a joint
Maybe I'll drink or what is the point?

Maybe I'll learn how to talk to people
Maybe I'll learn how to laugh
Maybe I'll end up just like my dad
But I just don't feel like a grown up yet
But I just don't feel like a grown up yet
But I just don't feel like a grown up yet
But I just don't feel like a grown up yet