Pulling the String

Running I'm always running from myself
No one to help me no one knows
Not that anyone who knew would care
Dangling hanging from your treeAm I an ornament of longing
A seed trapped inside the shell that is me
Nobody can save me from this from myself
Hurricane of head space spinning circleStacking up the walls that hide you from yourself
Crumbling pieces of me an offering to you
Falling gifts from me to you left nothing for myself
You had my cake and ate it too and left nothing for meFist for breaking these eyes for seeing right through
Heart for you to trample confidence lost
Nothing to lose nothing to gain from this loss
This right of passage denied holding the headstone
Tied to no one loosen the knot pulling the stringLosing feels like I'm losing all my worth
No one to notice no one would care
If they took the time to stop and stare
Nobody has the time for me for myselfBlistering pieces of me I'm giving them to you
These sweet whispers are from me to you want nothing for myself
You hold my world inside your hands and leave nothing for meFist for breaking these eyes for seeing right through
Heart for you to trample confidence lost
Nothing to lose nothing to gain from this loss
This right of passage denied holding the headstone
Tied to no one loosen the knot pulling the stringSo sorry for whatever it was I've done
So I'm deserting sincerely me
Got to just be you've got to just know
I've got to leave it's time for me to goSo here's the note I've left the key
I hope that when you find this
I've left you with a happy endingGoodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbyeFist for breaking these eyes for seeing right through
Heart for you to trample confidence lost
Nothing to lose nothing to gain from this loss
This right of passage denied holding the headstone
Tied to no one loosen the knot pulling the stringI'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the stringI'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string