Hard To See

I've always been misunderstood 
  So why should I expect for things to change? 
  Throughout my life everyone's been questioning 
  What goes through my head 
  And why I won't snap out of it 
  What they never see is all the times it saved my life 
  I've said a thousand times that I know the reasons why 
  Why I take from all my time 
  Forever burned inside my mind 
  But for them it's so hard to see 
  I'm not looking back 
  What goes through my head 
  And why I won't snap out of it 
  But I chose my path 
  So i will forge my way 
  I've said a thousand times that I know the reasons why 
  Why I take from all my time 
  Forever burned inside my mind 
  I see no light at the end of the road 
  But now I have a place to go 
  For you it's hard to see 
  All the things I see and what I'll always be 
  For you it's hard to see 
  But I can't count on you 
  I'll just count on me