Mirror Of Sins

How did I fall, 
How did I come to this? 
I have thought past was a past 

Now I"m taking a look into the glass 
Searching for a light, 
some kind of my delight 
Which I can"t find! 

Now I can see myself 
In the mirror of my sins! 

Wind recalls my deeds 
An abstract of my life 
All is spoiled and destroyed 
Now I see what I have done! 

As I stand here, I"m living dead 
My heart is black and soul is fading 
Is it real? Or is it sum of all my fears?