Today, I Feel Like I'm Evolving

Today I feel like I'm evolving
Taking two stairs at a time
Learning to love you and to keep you
As a staple in my mind
Well I never met a woman
So afraid she'd never grow out of a girl

I will see you in the morning
With your words across my eyes
And I will learn the things I can
When out your bed you finally rise
And I will tell you of my travels
Now I know more and I'm considering the world
Well I never met a woman
So afraid she'd ever grow out of a girl

You make me wonder about my fate
I have been shaken by your sensitivity
Cause I am vulnerable but I am strong
And I wrong sometimes

And since the day that I was born
I wanted to be aged and worn
Hoping for callous and for burn
Hoping there was something I could learn
Can you feel me now?
Can you feel me whisper in your ear?
The things you think you fear?

I used to dream that I had cancer
Just so I knew how it felt
I still wonder now and then
But seeing the pain that it has dealt
Well I lost a friend of mine
Out in Arizona quite some time ago

And since then I've been more careful
'Bout the things I do or say
I will keep my lover close to me
Until I see the day that I must answer for my words
And gain perspective on my placement in the world
Well I never met a woman
who I loved, I end up finding I don't care

But you make me wonder about fact
You make me wonder if I'll take you back again
Cause I am vulnerable but I am strong
and I am wrong a lot
And I cannot keep you off mind
I have tried but you come right back in again
Cause you are shaken and I am scared
And I will care for you

Jillian we are nothing without faith
We must try harder than we said
We thought we could
Cause you are scared and I am home
You're not alone now dear
(You're not alone now dear)

Now I've been running for a while
My vicious drive has finally tired
I want to settle in my skin I am a man now not a child
Can you feel me now? Can you feel me
Brush against your skin
My fingers are knocking once again
But you will never let me in